I have stared at a blank page for so long that my eyes hurt. The words refuse to come. Yet the first day I got the results telling me that I was HIV positive I sat down and wrote my thoughts within hours of the diagnosis. I HAD to write then, or my tears would overwhelm me. The tears still came, the dam of words jotted could not old for long. It has been over five months now, maybe I will finally be able to share this new twist in my journey through life. My name is Imani and I am HiV positive.